LOST

I don’t know what to do, where I am going. i found love and at the same time I am losing a lot of opportunities because of this. I feel like I have to hide my passion, like I have no time to do the things I love. 

I feel like I am a horrible friend, sister and human being. I feel like I am failing at everything. I feel like a crappy artist, graphic designer and photographer. I feel like everyone was right and I am a useless fuck, nothing good could come from me…

I feel Lost, I do not know where to go from here. Is this all there is to life? because if so then for me I am not sure if it is worth living…